Anonymous asked: im not even sure what to say, i feel so sad all the time, there isnt a second in my life i dont want to die, i've just self harmed really badly all down my hands and arms, and i cant stop crying and it wont stop bleeding. it hurts being alive. i cant do this. i dont even have a reason to be upset, i have what most people call a 'perfect life' so why am i so sad all the time? i have heart and lung problems and i wish that my heart would just stop.
ahh hun, so sorry to hear this. why do you always feel sad?there must be a reason. im so sad that you’re self harming, you really need to try give up for yourself and those who care about you. find an alternative, for example talking to someone instead of self harming. don’t even giv e up beautiful because you have so much to live for and what you are feeling now will eventually go away, i promise. don’t kill yourself as a permanent solution to temporary pain. your heart and lung problems and the pressure to enjoy your ‘perfect life’ is getting to you. i think you need someone to talk to about your feelings whether it’s a professional or even me, because you can’t keep this all to yourself beautiful. but please don’t ever give up, you have so much more of you life to live. inspite of your heart and lung problems you have still been able to live 14/15/16 (however old you are) of your life, so remember you have been strong and deserve to be here. be motivated to be happy and find out why you are sad. it might even be something little but it’s causing this affect on you. stay strong beautiful, i love you and always here if you need someone to talk to