you don't deserve the pain

It's been two days since I cut :( I've been cutting for 2 years and everything sharp, even carpet tacks, have been taken away from me but I found a picture in my dad's bedroom with a hook in it and used that. Before that I had gone 20 days :(

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 13:00:04 +0000

im sorry to hear your struggle. you seem always focused on what is sharp enough to cut you, you need to push that to the back of your mind by distracting yourself. two days is still good, so don’t be too upset. you’ve done 20 days, so you know you can do it, try beat 20 days again, and im hoping that on 14th march i get a message from you saying you’ve not cut in 20 days, i know you can do it sweetie

It's been 10 weeks since I last cut myself. And I've cut for 5 years.

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 12:54:50 +0000

wow, i dont think i can even write how proud of you i am. i really hope you are proud of yourself that is such an achievement. sorry to hear you’ve been cutting for so long but you truly are such a strong person, and i really hope you can continue and hope you don’t relapse. please keep me updated

how long has it been since you last self harmed? let me know, you deserve support and encouragement

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 12:29:22 +0000

how long has it been since you last self harmed? let me know, you deserve support and encouragement

I've been with my bf for 10months and well the problem is i meet him through my ex-boyfriend and well i said yes and know that he might have like my sister (which she know and he was going to ask me out first but my ex did that first) and know i feel *like i don't know what to do i know its been a long time since this happened and well overall i feel guilty of what i don't know what exactly. but my question is if i should break up with him because of that feeling? or talk to him about it & see?

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 12:28:13 +0000

at the end of the day, do what’s best for you. that is a priority if you like him make it work. it’s been 10 months so im sure your sister would of expressed any annoyance of you going out with him by now, it’s been too long. if you like him, stay with him. maybe even talk to your sister about it, and if she really really doesn’t like this break up with him, but as your sister she should want you to be happy so im sure she’d want you to continue being with him

APOLOGIES

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 12:25:14 +0000

sorry for not being on in a while, i’ve had a busy life recently, but im back. any advice you need??? inbox

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Mon, 22 Oct 2012 18:23:47 +0100

go wish her a happy birthday to make her happy :)

Mon, 22 Oct 2012 18:22:27 +0100

go wish her a happy birthday to make her happy :)

self harm STOPtober - reblog and spread the word

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 19:44:20 +0100

adv1se:

so, this month is STOPtober, and that means smokers are meant to stop smoking for the whole month. i say we give STOPtober a new meaning and encourage people not to self harm for the whole month

can everyone reblog my STOPtober post to help selfharmers

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:58:59 +0100

can everyone reblog my STOPtober post to help selfharmers

♥

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:56:43 +0100

like your icon says ‘you are beautiful’ i hope you apply that to yourself because you really are beautiful

<3

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:52:47 +0100

im sure you’re beautiful and i hope one day you’re happy in yourself

stuck in reverse: self-harm awareness day.

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:51:37 +0100

stuck in reverse: self-harm awareness day. :

coffee-an-cigarettes:

Hey you. yes, YOU. you are so beautiful. so what? maybe your skin is slightly scarred. that means you SURVIVED. doesn’t that mean something? you ARE worth it. You have so much life ahead of you, and you deserve every bit of it. To you who are reading this, you may a harmer, you may be a recoverer,…

self harm STOPtober - reblog and spread the word

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:41:58 +0100

so, this month is STOPtober, and that means smokers are meant to stop smoking for the whole month. i say we give STOPtober a new meaning and encourage people not to self harm for the whole month

I just wanted to send you love and hugs, cause you're so lovely for doing what you do on this blog, and you should be really proud of yourself, and just so much love for you. X :)

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:39:32 +0100

thank you so so much beautiful, people like youjust assure me that i am doing the right thing, much love for you x :)

<3

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:37:18 +0100

going through your blog i can see you’re not happy, i wish you were because you truly deserve to be

♥

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:35:15 +0100

you are cute and funny

<3

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:34:43 +0100

you are so beautiful, your hair is lovely. and you have a perfect smile, use it more often :)

I am the reason, my sister? Well she's perfect, i'm the anti social one the family only talk to if they have to. I don't have a best friend, i have hardly any friends in the first place so no-one will care. I'm fed up with the pisstaking because of how i dress how i look, the music i'm into, the fact no guys like me because i'm a ugly disgusting girl. I'm better of dead

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:34:04 +0100

you are not better off dead, the people better off dead are the people making you feel like this. and im sure your sister is not perfect, she herself could have insercurites she hates about herself. don’t compare yourself to her, you are you and what does it matter that people take the piss about how you dress and the music you listen to it’s YOUR decision what you want to do in life, and as long as your comfortable, fuck what others think

Thank you very much. I already got rid of my blades, keeping them was too tempting. Get rid of them and you pretty much have no choice but to stop. :') x

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:24:08 +0100

everyone listen to this beautiful girl x

I have lasted around 4 months without cutting. <3

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:21:19 +0100

i can not even type how proud i am of you, well done, please keep it up. ditch the razor for good, so happy for you, i hope you are so proud of yourself <3